Last Year

I am living this year along with last year. Every day I read my journal from last year. I close my eyes; I long to go back and hold you longer, tell you so many more times how much I love you.
Today I got to the part where it gets awful. It’s only the beginning of the sad part, but it's also a reminder that you are free from pain and suffering.
Here is what was going on last year:
https://jenniferestes-jlraven.medium.com/luna-the-traveling-cat-670638960673