Jennifer EstesLife Goes OnThere is a storm on the horizon. It’s about the get crazy; I can feel it.Aug 30, 20211Aug 30, 20211
Jennifer EstesBroken HeartI wrote this about 8 hours before Tom passed away, September 13, 2021Sep 13, 2021Sep 13, 2021
Jennifer EstesAre You Here?At times I am sure you are with me. The rest of the time, I am hopeful.Sep 21, 20214Sep 21, 20214
Jennifer EstesThe Last TimeI made some crockpot apples and oatmeal the last week of August for Tom. His pain had become so bad that he relied on opioids for relief…Sep 28, 20211Sep 28, 20211
Jennifer EstesA Spiritual Love ConnectionIt’s one of my favorite songs and now a connection with the love of my life. Or was it just a dream?Oct 10, 20212Oct 10, 20212
Jennifer EstesManifesting Something Good From Hard TimesHow our planned 3 week trip to Phoenix became a 3 month trip.Dec 29, 2020Dec 29, 2020
Jennifer EstesThe Waiting RoomI finish my daily journaling and open my phone to play a game of Sudoku as I sit alone waiting for Tom. This has become our routine for…Jan 11, 2021Jan 11, 2021
Jennifer EstesLuna The Traveling CatDaddy walked in the door sad and angry. He went to an appointment at the Mayo Clinic today. I was napping in mommy’s lap while she worked…Jan 27, 20212Jan 27, 20212
Jennifer EstesAnticipatory GriefI am in my home office working when I hear you in the living room. You are playing your guitar so I pause and listen for a few seconds. My…Feb 24, 2021Feb 24, 2021
Jennifer EstesParallelsI understand that we all have difficult times. We all go through periods where everything seems to go wrong. I used to think that I had so…Apr 28, 2021Apr 28, 2021
Jennifer EstesBeing A CaregiverThe love of my life has a chordoma that keeps coming back.May 26, 2021May 26, 2021
Jennifer EstesLiving My Best LifeIs it all a big lie, or is it the best I can do?Jul 20, 20213Jul 20, 20213
Jennifer EstesCaregiver BurnoutI am just so out of sorts these days. I have been undergoing ketamine infusions for lifelong depression. I am getting the 6th and final…Jun 14, 2021Jun 14, 2021