PinnedJennifer EstesReinventing MyselfMy life has been shattered, I don’t know who I am anymore, all I know is that day has arrived, and I am now a widow.·3 min read·Dec 28, 2023----
PinnedJennifer EstesDon’t Cry SweetheartI hear her call my name from afar. I cross the realm to come to her. She is in the shower, and she is crying. I envelop her in the…·2 min read·Sep 13, 2023----
Jennifer EstesSo HeavyDepression hangs all over me. It permeates every single cell. It clouds around me as my sad, sorry aura. I am still wondering, who the fuck…·2 min read·4 days ago----
Jennifer EstesAnticipatory GriefAnticipatory grief will not prepare you for the reality of real grief when it hits.·2 min read·Mar 29, 2024----
Jennifer EstesThe Annoying Annual Update: Merry Christmas 2023by Luna Binz the well-traveled kitty cat:·1 min read·Jan 22, 2024----
Jennifer EstesMeant To BeLooking back I can see how it was meant to be. I think I was thirteen years old when my hamster died. It was summertime when the days were…·5 min read·Nov 15, 2023----
Jennifer EstesLet’s Talk About It.Okay death-denying society, let’s face the inevitable, we all die!·4 min read·Sep 26, 2023----
Jennifer EstesSeptember 13thThe day that forever altered my life. Every. Single. Day. I notice 9:13 a.m. and 9:13 p.m.·4 min read·Sep 5, 2023--1--1
Jennifer EstesAt War With MyselfI spent two nights with a demon, and one night with La Santa Muerta, and I overcame it.·5 min read·Jul 4, 2023--1--1
Jennifer EstesAm I Okay?It’s been just over 16 months since Tom passed away, shattering my heart and soul. I spent a full year crying every single day. I wrote…·3 min read·Jan 31, 2023--3--3